Mindless Entertainment

I'm sitting here with my cheezits and my gatorade yelling at my computer, "Pick JP!" and "Pick Blake!!" and "Matt!! Are you serious?! Jeff was just about to take off his mask!!"

the bachelorette probably isn't worth 3 hours of sleep because that's how long it's taken me to watch it on hulu.... but I can't seem to shut my computer.

and it's sad that it's the only thing I have the energy to blog about right now.

Is this what working feels like?!

I've been a tutor only working eight hours a week since September, so I must have forgotten. I am in desperate need of money so today I helped out this floral shop with delivering their Mother's Day flowers. And then I had an interview at this scrap book place which ended up with me putting in an hour and a half of free labor. Shoulda seen that one coming. Then, I had to go buy Landon's ring-it's awesome- and now I am finally home. But since I'm trying to get skinny for the wedding, I still need to go work out for an hour and then I need to go tanning so I won't look like a ghost in my engagement photos I'm getting on Saturday.

I haven't even showered yet today....

I finally got my computer back. A nasty virus made it's way through all my files and made itself at home. So this past week, Landon moved back home to Heber. I'm so sad...and shocked at how much free time I have now. I haven't had this much time to do anything since before I was dating him. Met him even... honestly, I feel like I'm 18 years old again. Not like, "Wow, I haven't had this much freedom since I was 18!!" More like, "Wow...I haven't been this obnoxious since I was 18..." and it doesn't help that my roommate's beau has left for the summer as well, so now we just feel like there is no one to have some cooth around and it can become somewhat....insane. It's fun but....

I miss Landon.

The wedding plans are coming along just swimmingly, I cannot wait for the reception! It is going to be so much fun!!! it's going to be at dusk-ish, but there will be lights everywhere. twinkly lights, lanterns, chandeliers, candles in the trees...you name it. some what resembling this... but like...even more!! and it probably won't be that dark by 9 pm at the end of June so... Also, we have the honeymoon figured out. Vegas it is! We mangaged to land a five star hotel a block from the strip for an entire week FOR FREE!! So, yeah... thought we'd save ourselves some money by staying in a ridiculously awesome suite for free.... radical, right? and then I want to go see The Lion King and Blue Man Group and the Cirque de Soleil...! it's going to be AWESOME!! :)

Sister to sister we will always be, A couple of nuts off the family tree.

I have THE coolest sister in the world. She's my sexy little senorita. This girl just cracks me up every time she speaks. how lucky am I to have my own personal comedian? Plus, she's HOT! She makes me look good when I'm with her. I'm like, "Yeah, I've got hot genes. Just look at my sister." So she's got looks, she's got personality- what else could you want in a sister?

Finally!!

I FINALLY found the pictures from the 24th of July two years ago! And seriously? I've been looking for them since the 24th. A dude was taking pictures of 100 people holding sparklers.
That- was a fun night.

perfect

this band is quite a miracle. they're so beautiful. and let's be honest. this song is for every girl who finally found a guy who's perfect for her. (i did)

yesterday, i was feeling some stress. house hunting is getting to me, job hunting-hasn't even really started yet and it's already getting to me and Landon is moving home next week and that's making me sad.... so yeah, i was just a little down in the dumps.

Landon and i got in the car to go to institute; neither of us super enthusiastic to go. and we get to the church and no one is there. Landon had mentioned thinking it was over for the semester, but i'm glad we checked. you know, made the effort to go instead of just assuming it was done and missing it.

so we get back to the car, and by this point Landon recognizes my gloominess and says, "you're in a bad mood, i'm in a bad mood. i know what we're going to do tonight. let's go get your swimming suit." the dear had every intention to take me to flowrider. only my favorite thing ever right now. instantly i was happy. i told him no because i'm going today so i didn't want him to spend the money, but he knew exactly what would cheer me up. it didn't cure my stress, but it definitely eased it, making me realize once again, that i have absolutely the most incredible man in my life. and guess what! i'm marrying him. aren't i the lucky girl? "author of the moment," thanks for making me happy.








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numb. wish i was.

so this song is just lovely. and i may have stolen it from a friend's blog.
i'm currently sitting in my breakfast nook, there are dried cinnamon rolls to my right and blind-sliced sunlight leaking in to my left. it's really quiet here too. no one is home. we've all had very different schedules lately. i should be able to relax right now, but with everything that is going on right now, i simply can't. songs like that one easy the constant strain in my shoulders, but it never really goes away. maybe i need a massage...like, a professional one. yeah. like i can afford that right now. oh well. two months and five days til i'm mrs. street. hopefully by then my shoulders will have just fallen off and i can't feel anything.